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awlenroseJust some fanboy ramblings beneath the cut-- spoilers for "Sentinel Too, Part 2"
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So I'm working on a fic right now that has some pretty heavy tie-ins to SenToo2, which means that I've been replaying the beginning of the episode quite a bit to make sure I get the mood/imagery I want. And just.
Like.
I cannot understate how absolutely out of my MIND this makes me. Jim's soul called out to Blair's soul and pulled him back from death and I am supposed to be normal about this????? I'm supposed to go to work and not think about this and go absolutely feral???? THIS IS CANON??? This is the kind of canon that other fandoms can only DREAM about like. Okay maybe we never got a proper hug but did one of YOUR favorite homoerotic duo transcend the laws of time and space and death to bring back his best friend/brother-in-arms/partner/choose your own term that cannot POSSIBLY encompass everything they are to each other and I'm just.
My brain is melting and I am supposed to be a PERSON??
(And then this reminds me that other people who are not in fandom and know nothing about fanfic would indeed think I'm out of my mind, which feels... self-fulfilling? Appropriate? Fuck, I love being neurospicy-- especially when my therapist encourages me by asking how my "show" is going even though he understands literally none of this. XD )
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So I'm working on a fic right now that has some pretty heavy tie-ins to SenToo2, which means that I've been replaying the beginning of the episode quite a bit to make sure I get the mood/imagery I want. And just.
Like.
I cannot understate how absolutely out of my MIND this makes me. Jim's soul called out to Blair's soul and pulled him back from death and I am supposed to be normal about this????? I'm supposed to go to work and not think about this and go absolutely feral???? THIS IS CANON??? This is the kind of canon that other fandoms can only DREAM about like. Okay maybe we never got a proper hug but did one of YOUR favorite homoerotic duo transcend the laws of time and space and death to bring back his best friend/brother-in-arms/partner/choose your own term that cannot POSSIBLY encompass everything they are to each other and I'm just.
My brain is melting and I am supposed to be a PERSON??
(And then this reminds me that other people who are not in fandom and know nothing about fanfic would indeed think I'm out of my mind, which feels... self-fulfilling? Appropriate? Fuck, I love being neurospicy-- especially when my therapist encourages me by asking how my "show" is going even though he understands literally none of this. XD )
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